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Hard to Say
04:40
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Mother and father, how could I even say
When I come home to Vancouver, I never wanna stay
I love this city and the ones I call home
But I can't find peace in this, it only pushes me to be alone
And I wanna say that, I want this pain to be over
Put aside all our differences
So we can work it out, and not have to feel like
There's always something, when I'm looking over my shoulder
When they say that family's all you've got
Why do I differ, with what I have?
Money don't come easy, it sure as hell didn't for us
You didn't have to support me, but you've put aside your lives for this
What do I have to offer you? What do you expect me to be?
Cuz all I've got is my heart and soul
I'm not made of the brightest kind of stone
And I wanna say that, I want this pain to be over
Put aside all our differences
So we can work it out, and not have to feel like
There's always something, when I'm looking over my shoulder
When they say that family's all you've got
Why do I differ, with what I have?
I'm walking on a thin line to piece together the ties
Be everything that I've wanted to be
Prove to myself and you I can support my family
I should be lucky that they're both around
Even though we've put each other to the ground
But nobody is perfect, we've got different ways to fight so we can survive
And I wanna say that, I want this pain to be over
Put aside all our differences
So we can work it out, and not have to feel like
There's always something, when I'm looking over my shoulder
When they say that family's all you've got
Why do I differ, with what I have?
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Where Are You Now
03:46
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Oh look how my mind wanders, when I think of you
You're just actual proof, of how I didn’t know the truth
And I wanted you so bad, fought until I had my prize
But when I needed you, distance left it all behind
Did you ever even love me?
I know you never even loved me
How could you turn your back when I would be there with you until the end
If you could see the tears I’m crying
Where are the tears you’d shed for me
And I needed you, but you didn’t want this to be
Alone at night, I think of the memories
You were the best part of that time, and then you set me free
You showed me what it was like to be treated right, how could you give up so easily?
And I miss what we had, but now I can hardly breath
I need you with me, I need you with me
My heart was blind to how you felt, if only my eyes could see
I wake up and I see your face, your eyes shining and I’m wrapped in your warm embrace
And I’ll never get that back, that’s all in the past
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now, when I need you?
Where are you now?
Where are you now, when I need you?
Where are you now? x3
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Shame
06:12
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It’s better, I always know there’s something better
But when I look around the corner of my eyes
I know that is what I want, but it’ll come at a price
Do you see it, now do you really fucking feel it
If it’s the want or need you’re feeling
Could I be better than all I’ve ever wanted
But all I can see are the lies and the fear that I breathe
Am I living a double life or just a disillusioned dream
All I can feel is the pain that lingers inside
I’ve got lies but no time to fight
And it’s the games that you want to play, shame it on me
But at the end of the day, I can only blame myself
And all of the torture that I’ve had to deal
I wasn’t anything, or anyone
Cuz I’ve tried my best to play the part
And all I can do was just fake it for so long
But when they tried to tear me apart
I can’t blame anything, or anyone at all
I can’t blame anyone at all
And I keep pushing
Knowing what I want so I keep trying
Or at least that’s what I try to tell myself
But the truth is I’m lying, just lying
And when I’m crying
There’s no one around trying to save me
Am I the only one that can save myself
I can’t be stuck in where I’ve always tried to stay
But all I can see are the lies and the fear I breath
Am I living a double life or just a disillusioned dream
All I can feel is the pain that lingers inside
I’ve got lies but no time to fight
And it’s the games that you want to play, shame it on me
But at the end of the day, I can only blame myself
And all of the torture that I’ve had to deal
I wasn’t anything, or anyone
Cuz I’ve tried my best to play the part
And all I can do was just fake it for so long
But when they tried to tear me apart
I can’t blame anything, or anyone at all
I can’t blame anyone at all
And I’m trying to change, please forgive me for my mistakes
I feel guilty and ashamed
How did I even get this way?
And it’s the games that you want to play, shame it on me
But at the end of the day, I can only blame myself
And all of the torture that I’ve had to deal
I wasn’t anything, or anyone
Cuz I’ve tried my best to play the part
And all I can do was just fake it for so long
But when they tried to tear me apart
I can’t blame anything, or anyone at all
I can’t blame anyone at all (x4)
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Kelsey Luo Vancouver, British Columbia
Canadian rock musician, Kelsey Luo, is making a statement in the underground heavy music scene with her passionate and emotive songwriting, djent-inspired instrumentals and somber voice.
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